MIXTAPE SWAP: Spare the World

i wanted to join a mixtape swap to get some new tunes and maybe meet a few cool people, but after playing the search engine game.. i found nothing that sparked my fancy.. free or otherwise...

So i decided to follow the old cliche' if you want something dont right you just go ahead and do it yourself..

So within the next two weeks.. i will be putting another site/blog up devoted to the mixtape swap project.. tentativly named "spare the world".... i think that needs work though..

I'll be getting with all the specifics.. but for now just know its gonna be free...

more to come soon.....

email me if your interested...

STOP PUKING!!!

Im hangin out at my aunts house for a couple weeks till i get my apt in FEB... which consists of eight bedrooms and a crap ton of people....

My aunt

the twins (3 years old)

Matthew 7

Jeff 17

my other aunt

my uncle

and my gramma

and then me...

and last night... the twins, matt, and jeff were all throwing up....

ick.... i showered the house in lysol... this morning... and quickly gathered my things and left for class.. and tried my hardest to be gone for the most part of the day...

when i came back the twins were sleeping....

matthew had thrown up at the top of the steps and did a very 7 year olds job of cleaning it up.. by only placing a large towel on top of it... i went to see how jeff was doing with my mask on of course.... and he was puking in a bedside trash can...

i decided just to be safe to give the house a second coat of Lysol...

now im sitting here... on the floor typing and paranoid.. trying not to breath too hard... careful not to catch whatever the hell all these poor souls are dealing with today...

and so it goes..

Somber Sunday

So my ex-boyfriend and i have been hanging out...for the last 6 months ... i broke up with him over a year ago... for stupid reasons... but whatever.... we've started getting close again... and i started getting true feelings for him again... and he was also not totally over me...

so for the last couple of months we have been skating that line of... we are friends/we used to date/ we still enjoy each others company/ so lets still have sex...

it started getting to me..because we were both dating other people... but still cared about each other... im rambling... whatever... ... he still cares about me.. but is confused and dosnt know what he wants.....

in short...
i told him tonight.. that we cant be friends anymore...i've fallin and broke my ankel..and im done skating.... i cant wait for him anymore..

i was a coward and did it over aim.... partly so he didnt have to hear me crying... and i guess im just a wuss..

i saved the whole transcript and thought about posting it on here...... but..... thought that wouldnt be fair.. to him.. soo...

anyways... tomorrow is my first day in the architecture program....
i wish i could be more articulate tonight.... but... im just pooped....

in the words of my friend Teddy... 'ON TO A NEW COO"

Resurrection post...

So this is just alittle post..in this blog since i havnt dont that in like... hmmm MONTHS!!!!

but to wh om it may concern i didnt totally fall off the face of the earth... ive been blogging... in myspace...

to check those back entries out click --------> www.myspace.com/tallgirltaadaa

but whatever.... i was checking out kiss atalnta.. and came across this dope beat..

http://kissatlanta.com/music/010507/03%20baltimore%20clock%20rock.mp3
check it out

and if your bored.. and your ipods got some space... on it....

check out a few of these guys too...

We Are Americana,
Sleater-Kinney,
The Smiths / Morrissey,
Postal Service,
At The Drive-In,
The Cure,
Team Dresch,
Bikini Kill,
The Faint

some are popular some are not.... whatevs.... this is just a fuck it post.. cause i already put a link in my myspace blog to here.... and didnt want that old post from auguat up in case.. anyone came trapsin through....

more interesting stuff to come in sure.....

its 2007 bitches.... lets get it...!!!!

Oops my bad...

So i just kinda noticed that its been like a year since i've undated this blog..
wow thats kind of a long time...

i guess ill try to sum up this last year.... in just one post...

i kinda likes bullets so thats what ill use...
in no particular order here we go

-finished my second year of college @ georgia southern
-RUGBY team went to the semi-finals... (the farthest we've ever gone)
-Got a cute lil toy chuhuha named Xander and hes my lil man... forever...
-recently turned 20 years old....
-after wearing glasses for 16 years.. i now have contacts...
-broke up with Burke... but we're still friends and talk all the time
-i aquired a pocket pc phone.. and will NEVER return to a standard cellie
-got a fake id.. and have been drunk ever since...
-kinda got into myspace... after having my account sit dormant for more than a year
-finally quit that damned pawn shop job
-got a car a have been playing crash test dummie with it ever since...
-ran up my cellie bill to almost $1000 and had to sell almost all of my cameras to pay for it...
-went on a cruise to the bahamas (just got back this week)
-and i guess the biggest thing would be that ive moved to New York City to finally pursue modeling....
and im going to city college of new york in the fall and everythings... great...

a whole years worth of events summed up in about ten sentence fragments...

so i did just get back from the bahamas... and its was gorgeous... although i would neber want to live there.... besides the weather... in my pompous american opinion... they dont have much going for them... the country is very poor... but i guess thats what comes with simple island living... its cool that some ppl have lived there they're whole lives....
took some cool pictures and shot alot of footage im going to edit when i get back to the city...

So ive been gone for a while (from ga that is)..
and i havnt seen burke is almost 4 months..
and im driving down to dublin to see him this evening...
im kind of excited... its always fun to be with someone who knows everything about you
and you can just talk freely and catch up...

since moving i spend alot of time meeting new people/friends and constantly im getting to know someone.... its kinda weird... so its nice to be able to skip all of that...

here are a couple pics from the trip.. more to come..
tara and i
my bday dinner onthe boat

Summerness

Its been more than a month sincie have uploaded anything on here.

Ive been so preoccupied with everything else in my life right now

Summer classes and what not...

Summer classes suck so bad.. i have never wanted a time in my life to pass by more quickly...

I'll be entering into the last week of it.. three tests this week...

I need to find a place to stay.. i have to move outta here by the 2nd, but cant move into Sterling untill the 13th or 14th....

I dont know .. its like i have plenty to say but im just too lazy to type it..
i guess ill start and when i get tired ill stop...

Been taking alot of pictures, i love photography/lomograhy so much its.. unhealthy.. i literally dont know what i would do without it...

They were holding americas next top model open casting calls in raleigh NC.. my mother and i drove up there.. that was somethng fun to say i participated in..

I think im gonna start taking guitar lessons ive been teaching myself for over a year now... and think its time to get a real teacher.. i just gotta find some time...

ive been more busy this past month than ive ever been in my life...

this is how my day goes..

7am wake up
8am econ summer classes last 2 hours..
10am bio
1-6pm work
6-7 shit around
8-? study/homework...

its ridiculous....

i guess i dont need to bitch ... its what i chose to do, but its so unrealistic to think you can graduate college in four years and not ever attend summer classes.. i guess you could if you took like 18-20 hours a semester.. but who the fuck wants to take.. 6-7 classes all at one time..

Im starting to hate my job, i mean i love my job, i make more than the average college student and i dont really do alot...[sit in front of a computer]...

But my boss is starting to be a pain in my ass...

He superanalyzes everything i do and every single decision i make...
but what can u do.. maybe one day when im older ill be the boss of someone and be a dick to them.............. prolly not though..

whatever...i have to keep this job for another 10 months...untill the end of my sophomore year..

Dont think.. just cause ive been bustin my rump the past five weeks that i havnt been at the bar/club/party shakin my ass...and actin a fool.. cause you know i have...

Been trying to still have a good time pass these classes .. its a challenge..

Pat, Liz.. and Zach came into town for the weekend... so we all + terrence and vicarro.. all hit up the Nikel... but not after gettig 42 oz margaritas.. at El Sombrero.. and then going back to the apt.. and takin a few [ i had 4] shots of Jagger... all i have to say is OH MY GOD... i was soooo freakin wasted it was ridiculous... im suprised im still alive.. right now...

I thew up outside of the Nikel.. in true Brittany like fashion lol....

And i've been procrastinating on studying since.. about 2.. its not 6:22 and i have yet to start .. i need to though im not trying to be up all night... i hate doin that shit [even though i do it all the time]

So i guess ill be getting off here so i can get to that...

Updates are fun :o)...
its wasnt as painful as i thought it would be.

[ps.. all the pics i ever post on here.. ive taken if not stated otherwise]

because i think i should....

First Fed5 pic(pembrooke)


I'm updating.. just cause i think i should.. its been awhile since my last post...

So i've started 'talking' to my exboyfriend again....

I told him i was trying out selebacy (sp?)... he said he was cool with that... we'll see... about that... horney boys what can you do with them..?

Is it wrong to want to be with someone you dont really love.(or see yourself loving). just becasue your lonely and they fill that position...untill what you really want comes along??

I feel like im taking advantage of him... he likes me for me.. and apologises all the time for all the crap he put me through... and he wants nothing more.. than to win me back.. by trying his hardest to be the best guy he can be...

although.. i have seen the best guy he can be.. and i dont really see myself being with him...for forever... there are just too many things...that he does that i cant stand...

But hes.. soo cute.. (<--my shallow moment)... and he loves me.. and gives me all the attention that a girl could ever want... and i want that...

Just.. not from him....... but im lonely.... so ..... i let him.... i go along with.. it.. and i learn to put up with things.. i dont really like......

Could this slowly turn into something.. and by me spending so much time with him.. and playing that role.. (as his girlfriend).. could i fall in love with him........? honestly i doubt it....

I wish i would though.. then i wouldnt feel so bad about stealing his heart..... and not giving him mine in return...