Wednesday, May 25, 2005

I am going to hell.

.

I try to do things right ... most of the time... to ensure.. that i dont go to hell... like not use the Lords name in vain... and.....praying and what not..

But after what i did today.... out of natural.. instinct... i am sure.. i am going... to hell...

I was driving... past campus.. and there was a guy on the sideway going along his merry way in his electric wheelchair... he hit a bump in the sidewalk.. and his chair tipped over.. and he fell out onto the ground... and he is just laying there...

What did i do?

without even second thought... i pulled into the next road... not so i could turn around and help him.. but to watch him... and see how he was going to manage getting back into his chair by himself

I AM AWFUL!!!!

Good thing there are good people in the world.. because like 2 cars behind me stopped to help him.. and two afternoon joggers... ran over to see if he was ok....

WHAT KIND OF A PERSON AM I....?!?!?!.... this upsets me...

Because the notion of helping him never even popped into my head....

i need to go re evaluate my life... or something lol....

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