I am losing myself

My life is so crazy right now.. mentally... i feel like i losing myself.. and everyday.. i have to fight..

I dont know what im fighting or who...
People say things to me.. that make me question my life and what kind of person i am.... i have to fight to keep myself from beating myself up....

The things that people say shouldnt make me feel so horrible about myself.. they make me wanna quit... quit school quit my job... and pack up and just go home...

BUT I CANT... I CANT BE A QUITTER...

but it hurts to much to stay here,,, i dont know ho wlong i can fight... myself.... ..

I just want things i get better.. i wish i knew how to make them better..........

I love who i am.. and i love my life....
I just need to get outta this rut.....
Periods like this make me hate who i am and hate my life........ and life is too short to feel like this........