I finally got caught

So everyone who knows me, and even some who think they know me, knows i have a fake id... have had the same fake since i was like 17..

in the past three years i have never had it taken away or declined or ever looked at twice...

i have used this Ga id... many places in Georgia, Alabama,New Jersey, many parts of New York City never a problem...

Then tonight.. i decided to go check out the Decatur Social Club its a weekly party throw at this place called Azul... i heard it was spose to be pretty cool...

so i made the 20 minute drive out there.... to check it out...

upon getting into decatur it took me another 20 minutes to find the damn place...

its so friggen hidden....

bottom line the guy looks at my id.. and goes "April" this is not you.... "you have chink eyes"

i was floored... i had no idea what to say... i have never been turned away from a venue before...

anyways....still alittle pissed about that but whatever... still not gonna stop using it...

unless the next time i get caught again.... if thats the case.. ill accept the fact that my luck has run out and i better lay low till August....

on top of all of that....

i had a freaking nervous breakdown when i got to my car..

i guess it was the accumulation of alot of things....

and all resulting in me not wanting to me living in atlanta for the next five years...

i go to a technology school 77% guys.... (not as good as it sounds).... think dungeons and dragons and anime... alot of anime....

i get lost driving almost every friggen day..

i cant move into my new apt till feb..

and i just dont have any friends here...

so its pretty... eh right now....

and lets not forget that whole ex-boyfriend thing...

i called my mom crying... and she did the usual mom thing... things till get better blah blah... i hate u feel this way blah blah... whatever... she loves me...

so now im sitting here.. like the nerd i am.. at 1:35 in the morning on a friday night... will red puffy eyes.. typing out my latest blog entry... listening to Metric... and getting ready to read a few pages of the book i bought today...

HTML, XHTML & CSS sixth edition (in full color)... yeah baby....

PS. i really dig. this built in camera.. my lnew aptop has on it... its pretty dope..