Somber Sunday

So my ex-boyfriend and i have been hanging out...for the last 6 months ... i broke up with him over a year ago... for stupid reasons... but whatever.... we've started getting close again... and i started getting true feelings for him again... and he was also not totally over me...

so for the last couple of months we have been skating that line of... we are friends/we used to date/ we still enjoy each others company/ so lets still have sex...

it started getting to me..because we were both dating other people... but still cared about each other... im rambling... whatever... ... he still cares about me.. but is confused and dosnt know what he wants.....

in short...
i told him tonight.. that we cant be friends anymore...i've fallin and broke my ankel..and im done skating.... i cant wait for him anymore..

i was a coward and did it over aim.... partly so he didnt have to hear me crying... and i guess im just a wuss..

i saved the whole transcript and thought about posting it on here...... but..... thought that wouldnt be fair.. to him.. soo...

anyways... tomorrow is my first day in the architecture program....
i wish i could be more articulate tonight.... but... im just pooped....

in the words of my friend Teddy... 'ON TO A NEW COO"