Not Enough

Who knew there was a such thing as too much ambition
there are just so many many things i wanna do in life... my mind never rests

Not enough hours in the day to research and plan it all
not enough days in the week to get it all together
and not enough days in my life.. to possibly complete.. them all

my problem... is i see someone doing something.. and my first reaction is..
im almost positive i can do it .. better.. or differently..

whether it is:
PHOTOGRAPHY
BARTENDING
PROMOTING
ARCHITECTURE
RUNNING A BAR
TRAVELING
BACKPACKING
GRAPHIC DESIGN
CAR COLLECTING
FRONTING A BAND
DJING

it all just frustrates me to no end
i cant keep up with my own thoughts... and ambitions..
i will never in a lifetime be able to fully commit to all of these things..
so why do i break my ass.. to be mediocre at 100 different talents and occupations..
if i had the answer i spose ide be out doing that and not in here...typing it out..

i guess this is just part of my character/personality....
i have no idea where it stems from .... but i have no choice but to embrace it and all the frustration it breeds..
and so it goes...

this i my life.....
and i wouldnt change it for the world....